Today, Thursday afternoon, just had an amazing 4(!) hrs in the entities room. I havent been sleeping well and have been on a 1and a half ambien a night habit but only sleeping 3 or 4 hrs. Yesterday, when I went up in front of the entity I asked for help with fear. Fear of everything I mentioned previously, especially fear of not being good enough. The one thing I hate is not sleeping and since menopause it's even worse (I know many of my yoga sisters and pals feel the same). I've been smoking pot just to fall asleep. The entity said he would "take away my need for pot" and asked me to stay in the room. All of a sudden I started sobbing!!!! I mean really letting it rip (everyone does here).
Last night was the 7th night of my spiritual surgery. Before bed u have to have a cup of holy water on ur night table, say a little thank u to the entities, wear white, then sleep. "They" take the stitches out in the night and in the morning u drink whatever's left of the holy water. Quite a ritual. This morning I went before the entity for "revision", like a postoperative check up. He prescribed more herbs. The herbs are passion flower and everyone gets the same script and the same herbs but they effect each person differently. Ok.
This afternoon, Heather had me sit in the entities room which is awesome because I was so close to medium Joao. I've gotten really smart about these long meditations and came prepared with a seat/back cushion and a beautiful pink sachet eye mask. Gringo! But I don't care that I look like I just came from Neiman 's. I need to be comfortable and it worked. The time flew by! It was exhilarating I will write more in depth about what I experienced at the end of my trip.
My friend Stacie, a mom of 2, healer, from Seattle and physical surgery! She had something removed from her back. There was a lot of blood. Waiting for her to emerge from her room to get the scoop. I'm not even phased by the surgeries anymore.
More tomorrow! Xxooo
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